I’m so excited to welcome you into Jenn’s Healing Space!

A bit about my journey becoming a Healer…

I was introduced into the world of metaphysics at the age of 6 when my mom had her own transformation into the magical world of healing. She would teach us about meditation, how to use white light to protect and heal, how there are different dimensions all around us, and gave us each our first quartz crystal. She taught us how to connect with the Universal Source within ourselves. My brother and sister thought it was all wacky and didn’t catch on. I, on the other hand, couldn’t get enough. The experience began my love affair with all things mystical.

I remember being around 7 or 8 and watching my mom do energy healing on herself every day as she prepared for her gall bladder surgery. Before the set surgery date, she wanted to do everything she possible could to avoid surgery. She went to a well known energy healer at the time (late ‘80’s) in Sedona who did some healing work on her and taught her how to do it on her own. She worked on it every day. When she went in for her final doctor’s exam before surgery they found she no longer had any gall bladder issues and surgery was no longer needed. They figured they must have made a mistake during the first exams/tests, but we knew better!

Growing up in a small, rural town in Arizona my mom taught us to not talk about these things as she didn’t want us to be ostracized or made fun of by our peers. So I kept it all hidden for the most part. Only a few friends knew that I went to an energy healer in Tucson a few times a month. 

These energy healing sessions for me began when I was 9 years old. I became very sick with Epstein Barr Virus and was consumed with chronic fatigue. I had gone from a competitive gymnast, working out 3-4 hours a day to falling asleep on the floor anytime, anywhere. We would drive an hour and a half to Tucson for these sessions a few times a month and I LOVED them. I always felt so much better, my body could just relax, I loved the energy and ambiance of the room. There were pictures of Amma on the windowsill and I was in aww of the way the healer connected with the energy, receiving information on how best to connect and heal. 

That was just the beginning of my healing journey.

I know now that my journey of healing was to experience and learn of so many of the different healing modalities that are available. The journey through the different modalities helped me complete the puzzle of healing. Through my teenage years I was dealing with pretty severe depression and anxiety as well as body pains. In college I started to self harm as a way to deal with my deep feelings. After trying different herbs to help my depression I decided to try an anti-depressant to help me through these issues. That journey had me gaining 80 pounds in 2 years, became despondent, only going to work and back to the couch—and continuing to self harm. (I was in therapy also—had been for a long time).

After 6 years on the medication, I knew it was time to come off. I went to a 6 week holistic clinic to help me, had to move home and quit my job as a dental hygienist and worked at a local health food store as my brain re-wired itself. The meds had made me have a complete psychotic break where I was completely dissociated, paranoid, almost non functioning. Talk about a dark night of the soul! Luckily our brains are very malleable and can heal with time.

Throughout all of this, I never truly gave up…. even though many times I almost did.

But something in me was saying, keep going, you can do this. I still always had the deep connection to Source and knew I could come through, somehow, some way. I continued seeing energy healers, functional medicine doctors, homeopathic doctors, herbalists, nutritionists. I was determined to heal and I did. Once my brain healed my body started it’s own type of flare up. Terrible fibromyalgia, insomnia, neuropathy in my extremities. After going to specialists, neurologists, being treated for Lyme disease with no relief I found that the underlying cause of all of it was my EBV that I had been dealing with since 9 y/o. I knew that was causing my chronic fatigue but didn’t realize it was causing all of these other issues. And that was discovered by an energy healer I was working with at the time. She said, you don’t have Lyme. Whatever you’re dealing with now is from something that happened at the age of 9…. I thought, well, the only thing that happened when I was 9 was EBV.

The next week an article popped up for me about the long term effects of EBV for some people. And it was as if I was reading my life story in that article. So, I reached out for help and started juicing, a slightly different herbal routine, changed my diet and finally started seeing results. Throughout all of this I continued going to many different energy healers as well which also made a huge difference. I also learned to work and do ancestral healing for myself. 

I was finally making progress in my healing journey!!

Over the years I had still kept my passion for metaphysical studies “secret”. I had some friends that were in that world but at work and with other friends I didn’t talk about it. I didn’t want to be seen as weird or “woo-woo”. But in 2018 all of that changed. I was at work, cleaning a patient’s teeth, and I got a very sudden, deep, deep knowing that I need to do energy work for other people. Over the years I would send people white light for healing but didn’t really have any direction or training other than connecting with the pure Divine light and sending it as a healing energy to anyone who asked for it. I felt like I was the one who needed the healing. Even when people would tell me I should do it, that I had a very healing way about me. I just felt like my way of doing that would be through dental hygiene, helping people that way.

So, in the summer of 2018 I had a calling that was very, very strong. I’ve been on this journey of fulfilling that calling ever since. I reached out to teachers I knew and trusted. I’m always very discerning in the teachers I choose. I want to make sure the energy I’m learning and putting out into the world is the highest quality I can provide for people. And through this process I’ve had to “come out of the spiritual closet”. While it’s becoming more and more accepted in society, I actually found this to be more difficult for me than coming out of the “gay closet”!

Rewiring those messages of hiding my connection to Source and all the “woo-woo” stuff was quite the process…and 100% worth it.

As I began my journey of becoming an energy healing practitioner, starting with becoming a Reiki Master, I found I could tap into my own unique way of healing, “seeing things”, being able to remove blockages and being guided on how to do that, how to then fill with Divine energy, color, or whatever is needed in that moment. I truly believe and know with every ounce of my being that I have been guided through all of these healing processes so that I may have a deeper understanding and compassion for all beings everywhere and know that everyone has their own healing journey and path that they’re going through. And I have gone through so much and experienced so many different healing modalities so that I may, in turn, provide my own blend of healing to those in need of healing.

My hope is to be a part of someone’s healing journey just as so many have been a part of mine. My self-love, and love and gratitude for life and all it has to offer has never been stronger. It brings me great joy to be able to spread that abundance to others; to see, recognize, and share the beauty of the Goddess within that we truly all are.

I’d love to be a part of your healing journey as this is truly my passion and calling in life!!